Weak Festival, May 19, 2019

Wesak May 19, 2019

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By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan, thequantumawakening.com

Wesak is one of my favorite times of year, I just love the blending of the Buddha and the Christ with Quan Yin being a chickie buffer in-between them, these are 3 of my favorite spiritual energies. When they come together is it very soft and powerful and every cell of the body can feel the holy dispensations.

Wesak is the celebration of Buddha’s birth/ enlightenment /& death. According to ancient beliefs, the Buddha was born, attained enlightenment, and left Earthly incarnation under the Full Moon of Taurus. The Buddha returns at this time each year to bring a new Light to the world. Spiritual leaders from all dimensions and times gather in Wesak Valley, high in the Himalayas.

Wesak is the time in which the Christ gathers the entire Spiritual Hierarchy together in meditation to invoke the healing forces of Shamballa, and The Buddha. The Buddha is the expression of the Wisdom of God, the embodiment of Light and the indicator of Divine purpose. The Christ represents Gods promise and unending Love for humanity. The Wesak is like a holy pitcher pouring out a blessed healing elixir.

Humanity is in a place of learning to truly see, to create, to make real by looking through the quantum portal, deep into the proverbial rabbit hole. It is time to change the description of what once defined thought. A call to duty is announced to all that are willing to expand. Without playing favoritism with any particular side of creation, exchange the cross for the crown.

Encircling what you want with clear intention, dotting your “I AM’s” and uncrossing your “t’s”. Any and all limitations are the source of your power. Any darkness you battle can be a source of power if transformed from lead into gold. What stretches you comes from all sources. You have changed forever never to return to who you once were. You sit perched on a new branch of heart and light awaiting a signal of when it is safe to fly, neither sign, nor signal comes, You must rely only upon your own intuition to move forward.

As this singularity you sit in a place of great power and sacredness; all that you do or do not do is created by you and you alone. By seeing the existing blessings in your transformative lives you will create a connection for this wave of blessedness to adhere to. The more thoughts you have of blessing what is in your life right now the more energy is generated, and the easier the new connection will be made.

Thoughts of thankfulness and gratitude beckon this wave of blessedness; thoughts of negativity repel it. The fruits of all past labors of life and love can be now tasted and supped upon. What was once thought to be lost is found within ones very life. Energy spent in helping others was placed into a universal account that has accrued to mighty proportions. Nothing was ever lost or wasted or tossed away in thoughts intentions, actions of goodness and kindness.

All actions of inherent good have been counted and accounted for by the universal abacus. All time spent in prayer and kind thoughts for others has been exponentially expanded and multiplied beyond earth’s ability to count. A great amount of heavenly rewards finds itself on the road to the masses.

Fractals restructure themselves into different patterns of thought as the light within the unexpected and unexplained is turned up so high that even the 3 blind mice can see. You are leaving the energy of what has so distracted you and moving into a place of sharp focus. Chose to see all or nothing, do not turn a blind 3rd eye to any possibility.

Quan Yin is such a beautiful expression of the Divine Mother. She is known as the Great goddess and Mother of Compassion and Mercy, and is loved and revered throughout the world no matter religious beliefs . Mercy means there is more assistance given through love than through earned Merit. Kwan Yin is associated with the earth, fertility, birth, and healing.

She has brought forth the energies of Magnified Healing. Quan Yin the Goddess of Compassion is often depicted riding on a dragon. She is the eastern counterpart of Mother Mary, she works to balance the feminine energies. She is one of the Lords of Karma representing the sixth ray. Isis carried the same ‘mother energy’ in Egypt.

One of the several stories surrounding Quan Yin is that she was a Buddhist who through great love and sacrifice during her life on earth, earned the right to enter Nirvana after death. While standing before the gates of Paradise she heard a cry of anguish from the earth below. Turning back to earth, she renounced her reward of eternal bliss, and dedicated herself to the hearts of the suffering. Following her ascension Kwan Yin made this pledge, “Never will I seek, nor receive, private individual salvation, never will I enter into final peace alone, but forever and everywhere will I live and strive for the redemption of every creature throughout the world from the bonds of conditioned existence.

Lady Quan YinQuan Yin means ‘One Who Sees and Hears the Cry from the Human World’. Her Chinese title signifies, “She who always observes or pays attention to sounds. she who hears prayers. Worshipped especially by women, this goddess comforts the troubled, the sick, the lost, the senile and the unfortunate. she is now also regarded as the protector of seafarers, farmers and travelers.

Quan Yin is depicted as a barefoot, gracious woman dressed in beautiful, white flowing robes, with a white hood gracefully draped over the top of the head and carrying a small upturned vase of holy dew. She stands tall and slender, a figure of infinite grace, her gently composed features conveying selflessness and compassion that have made her the favorite of all deities.

I am the light of Quan Yin. I come on this day to escort you into mercy and blessings for you are truly a blessing to me. You stretch and dedicate yourself to walk upon the path of enlightenment, which is so often strewn with earthly dangers and physical pains. You are such blessings to me because you try so hard to fly above the earthly pain and suffering into a place you can see with the eyes of your soul.

You are blessings to me because you continue to pray against all odds. You are my blessings and I come to help you remember the sacred contract that you have made with your body, with your mind, and with your spirit. For the trinity of you is so very Holy. You house the very universe in your physical body. In the time of Wesak when the Buddha and the Christ came together they will not separate their dispensations and heavenly gifts but will become as One, merging transfiguring and shifting, together.

The Buddha will hold the vibrations of the Christ and the Christ will hold the vibrations of the Buddha. As you merge with them vibrationally you will become like sea water that has been in a jar too long and seeks the ocean. You are becoming, in the fluidness of your future. Allow yourself to be poured into new light assemblies stretching yourself beyond any prior limitations.

This is a time for all of humanity to dispense with the contractions, to dispense with the fear, to dispense with anger. Both the Buddha and the Christ come and ask you to disband all that is toxic or negative, release it, and let it go. These Wesak dispensations come to you as cleansing bubbles that clear what has been hardened. Delete what keeps you less than. Dissolve with what keeps you from loving each another. Diffuse what keeps another from loving you. Stop using the excuses of your past to keep yourself powerless in the present. I am Quan Yin and you are my blessings.


Scotland Ireland Planning 04


The Rose
As sung by Bette Midler Music and Lyrics by Amanda McBroomCopyright © 1978 by Bette Midler, Amanda McBroom. All Rights Reserved.from the movie, The Rose

Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower, and You its only seed.
It’s the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance.
It’s the dream, afraid of waking, that never takes a chance.
It’s the one who won’t be taken, who cannot seem to give.
And the soul, afraid of dyin’, that never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely,
and the road has been too long,
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong,
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows,
Lies the seed, that with the sun’s love, in the spring becomes
The Rose.

The Rose is included in several DVDs, CDs by Bette Midler

‘The Order of The White Rose’
Received Sunday the 28th October 2018 by Kai Phoenix

Kai Phoenix says : ‘A friend of mine was gravely ill. Something that came on very suddenly and unexpectedly. We we’re hoping and praying for a miracle and doing everything in our power to assist him to remain on this Earth realm. Obviously I’m not going to go into detail here except to say he was a healer who helped and assisted many. Selflessly volunteering his services over many decades and that’s how we first met, at our local healing centre.

He was so kind, loving, gentle, cheeky and had a wicked and sometimes dry sense of humour such that sometimes I didn’t know if he was joking or not but he always always had a smile on his face, an encouraging word to say and never spoke badly of anyone. He helped and assisted so many yet he was humble and without ego.

One morning I was going to visit him in hospital and I woke up to this code. I received it for me but was told to share it with him also as apparently it was for the both of us. The words “The Order of The White Rose” came to me and I quickly scribbled it down as I was rushing to get there to see him aware he was approaching his final days.

I sat in the room with him (and others) and proceeded to sketch out the code in his presence. The phrase given to me along with the code sounded familiar so I looked it up on Google to see if it was ‘a thing.’ Ok call me blonde is ok/true (yes I’m a natural blonde) but I had no prior knowledge of it having hidden under a rock for many years (hehe) and then when I was brave enough to come out my attention focussed elsewhere.

It seems the symbol is a personal key and the key is an invitation. The invitation is to initiate or ordain into the priest/priestesshood of The Order of The White Rose, the feminine aspect or branch of the Great White Brotherhood. (Those deemed ready to be ordained will be given a personal key.) We both were receiving this invitation. The invitation to uphold and protect the Divine Sacred Feminine (and also the balance of masculine and feminine).’

Female members of this order include Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary, Quan Yin, White Buffalo Woman and Isis to name a few but also think the likes of Lady Dianna Spencer.

The White Rose stands for purity of heart and the Divine feminine, symbolizing the Goddess and Angelic Realm. The White Rose also symbolizes grace, truth, honor, the healing power of spirit and love manifesting on Earth through humanity. The gold circle in this my personal key represents Unity conciousness, the All. The triangles represent the Higher and Lower (Earth ) realms respectively. So uniting the Higher and Lower realms through love and heart consciousness.

This all now just being bought into my awareness though when I wrote and channeled my book in 2012 Quan Yin visited me many times to tell me that I was a petal on a (cherry) tree about to blossom and come into full bloom. That all the other petals on the tree (representing the feminine) and I are one and are coming into our spring. She said I would work with women helping to support and teach them how to love and nurture themselves and find their inner strength but first I would have to love and nurture myself. Quan Yin told me to allow my womanhood to shine through as it had been lying dormant for too long, to bring feminine intent and softness into everything I do and into actions and interactions with others. That contrary to popular belief that being feminine is not being weak but conversely strong. That there is strength and power in femininity and the female energy much more than the masculine but that it is a subtle and underlying strength so as to be barely noticed, designed to empower the bearer without dis-empowering the recipient. She suggested I harness this energy and bring it into my working practise and everyday life. That when one petal opens and blossoms many follow until the fulll tree is radiant with light and aroma. She went on to say “Blessed are the ones that blossom upon the tree of life.”

I feel the code was given to my friend to honor his service to others primarily women, having volunteered at the healing centre for over 12 years. A place where often he was the only male amongst a sea of women and for the hundreds and possibly thousands (through the butterfly/ripple effect) that he helped over that time. But why now? Why this late in the picture? I feel that they were pulling out the red carpet in his honor ready for him to cross over and showing him the love that surrounded him at this time during his transformation from one dimension to another. Whatever the reason when I showed him the code he smiled his beautiful smile and it lit up the room gifting all that were present. I’ll never forget that smile.

Four days later I was back visiting. By now he was unconscious and his breathing laboured, his time with us was nearing it’s end. On the bequest of his partner I worked on energetically clearing the room. Then while his favourite Native American music played softly in the background I allowed my Light Language signing to intuitively channel through me in rythmic dance like movements as I adjusted the energies around us, clearing, gathering reshaping, reforming, aligning and much more. The whole process going for about 15 minutes till it naturally resolved itself in a deep bow of respect.

The next morning I got the phone call that he had transformed and in that moment I realised I had unknowingly been setting up the pathways, setting up a clear and safe passage for him to cross that rainbow bridge to the other side.

In my opinion he was one of the 144,000 Ambassodors of Light that descended to this planet to assist in the Ascension process. One of the First Wavers, a Wayshower who helped set things up for what is to come for all of us and for that I am so grateful.

During a Quantum Energetic Reading his Higher Self explained to me his mission as an ‘influencer’ here on Earth was complete and I believe he’s been fast tracked to 5D ahead of us to help set things up there also ready for our arrival.

But what about me? Why did I receive the code and why do I share such a personal story with you all, The Keepers of The Codes?

Well this is especially for those of you that sign and dance Light Language. Never underestimate what it is you do or what you are possibly here to do. I had no idea or inkling that my Light Language signing would be utilised in such a profound way. I feel so humbled and honoured to have been a part of that process for him, such a gentle kind and loving man and to assist in his safe passage home in the most loving way possible. And for that, that role alone, I think that’s why I received the code that day “The Order of The White Rose”

Love and blessings to all you bringers of Light

Ché Tu Nah My
Kai Phoenix

A white rose is a potent symbol, of course, and one found elsewhere and used by other groups. One thinks of those who resisted Hitler in Munich. In British (as distinct from English) history, the white rose as a symbol is most obviously associated with Jacobitism: for example, it is often found on commemorative Jacobite glasses and in Jacobite portraits. The white cockades worn by Jacobite soldiers were rose symbols. It is sometimes thought that this is because James VII and II was born Duke of York (the symbol of York being, of course, the white rose), although white rose day in the Jacobite Calendar was the birthday of the Old Pretender, James’s son.

i am reminded of the painting I did to illuminate the the meditation known as the Tibetan Figure 8. The image I was given was the same as to Kai, a cherry tree in bloom and a white rose. There were other symbols as well, a water jug pouring water, for Aquarius, a rosacrution cross which is  a Knights Templar symbol. The meditation is described as a preparation for the First Inner Session, in working with the Higher realms. I found it useful in cutting the ties that bind us in unhealthy ways, or unhelpful relationships.

i am also drawn to the issue of helping the dying in passing over. I recently helped a mentor of mine, a singer/songwriter to pass, using reiki and sound. I shared with him my trip to Egypt and hope for the future. I explained he was going on a journey and to go to the light and his parents would meet him there. He began  to cry, Although he had been in pain, on my second visit he shared the pain had gone. He passed 4 days later. I felt I had made his passing easier.

I feel I am being drawn to the White Rose Order and it’s my reason for the next journey. I’ve Found the Rose LeyLine and the other  Canna Marriage Liine which seems to traverse Skye, where my daughter is getting married. I’ve been to Irish dancing class where my granddaughter is starting at 3 years old and was emotionally affected to the point of tears by the older girls tap dancing to Irish music. I think Genetic  memories are surfacing as I recall a bracket inscription on a souvenir  ‘de na forget’ from my grandmother whose relatives came from Ireland.


Who are the Ascended Masters?

Who are the Ascended Masters?

Those who have Ascended, we used to call some of them saints. You may be surprised to learn, as I was, that they are still communicating with us through channels and mediums who  connect to the other dimensions.

I thought it a good idea to collect some of their messages so readers can learn more about them. So here is a list of chapters from some Ascended Masters. Many of the Ascended Masters have had more than one lifetime on earth, I have listed only the most well known in brackets.

Sananda (Jesus)
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Mother Mary


Mary Magdalene


St Germaine



Lord Lanto (Lao Tzu)


Kuthumi (St Francis of Assisi)




Djwal Khul (the Tibetan)


Lady Nada


El Morya


Kwan Yin





Pallas Athena




White Buffalo Calf Woman




 Sanat Kumara