Ascension Symptoms from Celia Fenn

Celia Fenn: Shift Symptoms While Going From a Carbon Base to a Crystalline Silicon Body
July 12, 2019 By Steve Beckow

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Thanks to Len. From 2017. Long.

I haven’t the ability to say whether symptoms that may have been plaguing people years ago will still be the same, but the discussion is interesting regardless.

If we go deeper and deeper into love and bliss, why would we not go deeper and deeper into our experience of our symptoms? It makes sense to me.

Please use your discernment.

Shift Symptoms While Going From A Carbon Base To A Crystalline Silicon Body

Celia Fenn, Healing Energy Tools, reprinted April 3, 2017

http://www.healingenergytools.com/crystalline-bodies/

Taken from her book, The Diamond Codes : Light Information For The New Reality.

Have you been wondering lately why you seem so tired – almost to the point of exhaustion, or feeling irritable, angry, lonely, sad, frustrated, or all of the above, and you can’t figure out why? Have you been asking yourself why you’re behaving in ways, or feeling things, that don’t seem to fit with who you know yourself to be, or that just don’t make any sense? Or wondering why the people in your life seem to be reacting differently to you? Either they’re more excited than ever to be with you, or the complete opposite, they’re picking fights with you or being upset with you for no apparent reason? Or perhaps in going through what you consider to be a normal day, at times you feel as if you simply cannot keep your eyes open, like sleep is simply begging you to come and be with it? Does life at times seem empty and without meaning, even when you’re doing things that you used to love? Welcome to the ascension process, and the symptoms that many experience along that path. The primary thing to know is that you are not alone, and things will get better. For those folks who’ve been aware of and consciously involved with ascension, these physical and emotional experiences are all too familiar. Some of these folks have been experiencing the changes for some time, or may have even passed through them by now. For some this may go back a decade or two or even more. When confronted with these unusual and often unwanted experiences, the first thing we typically want to know is why?
Why are these things happening?
You may have heard it said that we’re shifting from carbon-based beings to crystalline-based beings. Perhaps you’ve heard that there’s more to our DNA than we have thought or that science has thus far been able to discover; that what we were told were the junk parts of our DNA are being reactivated. Maybe you’ve heard people talking about Pineal Activations and similar things.

These concepts are all very real, and even our physical sciences are beginning to be aware of them. It all has to do with the light energy that’s penetrating us, our world, and everything on it, easing us into the new world and a new way of being. So you could say that it isn’t just Nova Earth we’re building, it’s Nova Human as well.

List of Common Ascension Symptoms:
Feeling as though you are in a pressure cooker or intense energy or stress.
This is one of the first ascension feelings that a person usually feels. In the beginning, when the energy shifts arrive, they bring with them a new and higher vibration. Old patterns and behaviors are being pushed to the surface for release.

Feeling all this pressure going on inside of you can feel like great stress or that you are on overload. If you are still in a conventional life with mainstream pressures, this New energy can really add to your pile. You will eventually adjust to this higher vibration and much will be activated for release within you as well. More room inside for more of the higher energy!

Depression.
This symptom is most definitely in the top three and very widely experienced. The ascension process purges so much of the darker and denser energies from us, that we find ourselves in them for quite some time. We may feel like things are simply never going to get better. And to add insult to injury, the outer world is no longer in alignment with the new, higher vibrating you.

Anxiety, panic, and feelings of hysteria.
When our egos begin to depart, they literally freak out as they do not want to cease to exist. It may feel as if everything is ending (most of everything is!). Your system is also on overload and you may feel as if you are hyperventilating. Things are happening that you may not understand.

You are also losing behavior patterns of a lower vibration that you developed for survival in 3D. This may make you feel vulnerable and powerless. These patterns and behaviors you are losing are not needed in the higher realms. When we experience death in a 3D world we can panic and have anxiety as we do not know where we are going.

A need to eat often along with what feels like attacks of low blood sugar.
A craving for protein. This is another of the first symptoms that is felt by many. Our bodies are using up an incredible amount of fuel for this process.

As we are literally being turned inside-out, every ounce of energy that we have is being utilized. I have found it best to eat the protein along with being still during this time. These low blood sugar periods come and go for several years, but get much better as our bodies begin adjusting.

Unusual aches and pains throughout different parts of your body.
This is another of the most common symptoms. Manifesting just about anywhere, this is a sign of purifying and releasing blocked energy that is vibrating at a 3D level while other parts of us are vibrating higher. You may feel pain in various parts of your body for several weeks and then it will simply vanish with no explanation.

Continual neck and upper back stiffness and pain.
Our spines are vibrating differently and also connecting to a higher form of light. This area of our body is where it all happens.

Skin eruptions and diarrhea.
Acne, rashes, and hives, etc. usually arrive when we are in the purging process and adjusting to a higher energy. Rashes are fairly common and diarrhea can last for weeks and even months. Be mindful of what you eat. Your body is going through intense change and cannot handle heavy foods that are difficult to digest. Use your discernment and consult your Higher Self if you are unsure of what to eat.

Heart pain and palpitations.
These symptoms are common for many. Our hearts are trying to accommodate a new and higher frequency. At times you can feel as though you are having a heart attack. When this happens it is important to rest as any exertion can make the symptoms seem much worse. Know that you are not dying! At times it may even feel like your heart has stopped beating, and you may feel fear. Stay calm! Keep in contact with your Higher Self for reassurance.

Periods of very deep sleeping.
When the energy is not moving and we are done for awhile, we get to rest. While we are integrating and preparing for the next phase of intense moving energy, we become very lethargic. It can become near impossible to keep your eyelids open in the daylight hours and daytime napping can become a regular and necessary habit.

Even if you think you can exercise your way back into some energy, you will usually find yourself dropping dead on the sofa at every effort.

Experiencing emotional ups and downs; weeping.
Our emotions are what carries the energy. When we are falling apart (and we are doing just that), we can get pretty emotional.

When we are releasing, we can cry at the drop of a hat. A sad movie can make us cry, or even a sad commercial. We can cry when we experience kindness. We can cry when we feel relief. We can cry when we see any kind of suffering.

These tears are a great cleanser and releaser. I always know when some New energy has arrived because I can simply cry while I am driving along in the car. This seems to be an on-going symptom that is here to stay for awhile. But at least it is fairly painless!

Night sweats and hot flashes.
At certain times you will become very hot for no reason. This happens when your Higher Self moves into close proximity to you for some reason. Their energy is much more dense than yours and when they are close to you, you will feel intense heat.

Feeling cold with an inability to get warm.
As your body adjusts to the higher frequency of energy, you may find that you have periods of intense cold. It is normal. Add an extra blanket to your bed and take hot showers or a hot bath when this happens.

Vivid, wild and sometimes violent dreams.
We are releasing many lifetimes of lower vibrational energy through our dreams. If you are one who receives their higher information through dreams, you will likely do a lot of releasing at night. I consider you to be lucky, as some are doing much of their releasing when they are awake.

These dreams usually do not make sense, but if you are good at dream analysis you can usually figure them out. These acid-trip-like dreams are up and visible because they contain energy that’s on its way out, never to return. Through this process we are releasing all of the negative energy we accumulated during our past lives.

Dizziness, loss of balance, vertigo, and spinning.
This happens when our Merkabah is forming. The Merkabah is the transportation vehicle of the light body. It is a 6th dimensional cube that rotates and spins. During its formation you may feel periods of dizziness and vertigo as the cube calibrates itself with your energy. When this happens, sit down and take a break for a little while. It usually doesn’t last for long.

Overall body pain and days of extreme fatigue.
Our bodies are taking in higher density energy and this is the reason you will experience these symptoms. High density energy can make you feel as if your bones are crushing and your muscles ache as if you have just sprinted in a major marathon. You may suddenly feel as if you are 100 years old and can barely walk across the room.

Gritty, itchy eyes and blurred vision.
Very simply, our eyes are adjusting to see in a new and higher density of energy. When this adjustment has been completed your vision will be sharp and clear, and colors will stand out for you as they never have before.

Memory loss and difficulty accessing words.
So many are having this symptom that we can only laugh as we try to converse with each other. “I was having a glass of…you know what I mean…that white stuff…uh…what’s it called?” “Did you watch the…er…that event where everyone competes from around the world?”

At times we cannot talk at all because we are simply unable to access much of anything. When this occurs you are going back and forth between dimensions and experiencing disconnect.

Another somewhat related occurrence is trying to type words and having the letters become jumbled in the wrong order. In this case, we are not in alignment with time and our flow is disconnected, as part of our energy is here and another part is further ahead.
Difficulty remembering what you did or who you talked to a day or sometimes just an hour before.
In the higher realms, reality is very much in the moment. If we do not hold something in our consciousness, it simply ceases to exist. We have no attachments. We are creating our own world around us through our beliefs and thoughts and what we do not hold onto does not exist.

Everything is brand new as we are starting completely over, moment to moment. We can tap into whatever we choose to at any moment and create and experience just that. This state comes and goes, but is practice for living in the higher realms. It can feel a bit creepy when it occurs. In addition, at times we are neither here nor there, as we are in between dimensions.

A feeling of disorientation; not knowing where you are; a loss of a sense of place.
“Where in the world am I? I do not fit anywhere and nothing seems to fit or feel remotely right! And I do not know where I belong or where I am going or what I am supposed to be doing either!” Ever had this conversation with the Universe!?

You have been knocked out of your old grooves by an energy shift and are in between realities. You have successfully left much behind and are in a very new space but have not integrated yet.

A loss of identity.
You look in the mirror and have a strange feeling of disconnect as you no longer recognize that once familiar image. You almost feel out of body. Once this phenomenon occurs it never ends. You have released so much of your ego self, that you are no longer the same person, and do not have that attachment or connection to your physical vessel.

As you begin to access much more of your soul or higher self, you are not in your body much. You may still use your voice to communicate and other bodily aspects, but you are slowly beginning the process of disappearing and releasing the human form. In addition, you have cleared much of your old patterns and are embodying much more light and a simpler, more purified divine you.

All is in order…you are OK.

Feeling ‘out of body’.
The same explanation as above. The physical body is the last to catch up. Much of us is now in a higher dimension and residing outside of our bodies, as our physical bodies are not there yet.

‘Seeing’ and ‘hearing’ things.
As we can now access different dimensions fairly easily, it is common for many to see things out of the corner of their eyes or hear things when nothing is there. Many also experience ringing in the ears, which is common when we are going through “the tunnel” and accessing a higher dimension.

Depending upon how sensitive you are and how you are wired, this can be a common experience. Many are seeing orbs and vibrating blobs of color as well.

Feeling you are going insane, or must be developing a mental illness of some sort.
We are rapidly experiencing several dimensions and greatly opening. Much is available to us now. You are just not used to it.

Your awareness has been heightened and your barriers are gone.

This will pass and you will eventually feel very at Home like you have never felt before, as Home is now here.

Intolerance
An intolerance for lower vibrational things (of the 3D), reflected in conversations, attitudes, societal structures, healing modalities, etc. They literally make you feel ‘sick’ inside.

When we begin arriving in the higher realms and in a higher vibration, our energies are no longer in alignment with the old, outside 3D world. Through a severe intolerance to the old, we are being “pushed” to move forward…to and create the New.

In addition, you may feel like staying home or just being alone, as much of everything “out there” no longer matches the higher vibration of YOU. This is simply a very common experience of evolution. We are moving forward before the outside manifestations are. Being in the old can feel downright awful.

It is similar to having to “go back” after you have had a near death experience. As the ascension process continues, going back to the lower dimensions will not feel good nor will it be possible for long, as it is difficult to drop our vibration down in order to reside there.

You don’t feel like doing anything.
You are in a rest period, ‘rebooting’. Your body knows what it needs. During this time you may feel as though you have lost your passion and joy and don’t know what in the world you want to do with your life and don’t really care! This phase occurs when we are realigning.

At higher levels much is realigning as well. Things are being put into position so that all will be ready when you move forward again. In addition, when we begin reaching the higher realms, doing and making things happen becomes obsolete as the New energies support the feminine of basking, receiving, creating, self-care and nurturing.

Ask the Universe to bring you what you want while you cannot do it for yourself. And know that you are always being taken care of during the ascension process, even if it does not feel like it at times.
Those in the physical going through this process are very highly revered by all the cosmos. We are most certainly being watched over.

A longing to go Home, as if everything is OVER and you don’t belong here anymore.
We are basically done with our incarnation that involved raising the frequency of the planet with a goal of reaching critical mass. We achieved a lot of this through transmuting the darker and denser energies through ourselves. Now we don’t have to do that anymore and may feel like we simply want out of here and away from that experience.

What is coming next is simply divine and does not remotely resemble the first phase. (1)
Sudden changes of friends, activities, habits, jobs and residences.
One of the most basic and prevalent experiences in the higher realms involves the Law of Attraction. Like energies always attract like and similar energies. This relates to the dimensional hierarchies as well. We will always be matched with what and how we are vibrating.

As we go higher and higher, this phenomenon becomes much more magnified and also becomes one of the basic cores of our reality and existence. Through the ascension process we evolving beyond what we used to be, and therefore the people and surroundings that no longer match our vibration simply leave our space.

This can sometimes occur rather dramatically or at times through a simple desire resulting from the inability to relate to them like we used to.

You absolutely cannot do certain things anymore.
When you try to do your usual routine and activities, it feels downright awful. Same as above. You’re no longer a fit and it’s time to move on to a much higher vibrating way of living, being, and creating. (2)

Waking at night between 2 and 4 a.m.
Much is going on in your dream state. You can’t be there for long lengths of time and need a break. This is also the ‘cleansing and releasing’ hour.

When we awaken in the middle of the night we’re not only in enhanced awareness, but we’re also in an enhanced state of creation. In this state, our ability to transform our thoughts into reality is greatly increased. The challenge is to become conscious of what we are thinking about, and therefore what we are creating. Instead many simply allow their thoughts to flow from them by default, thereby creating realities that are not really to their liking.

Meaning … if you worry about not being able to sleep, and worry during this period that you are going to be tired in the morning because you can’t get enough rest, you’ll only be adding to the likelihood that you are going to be tired in the morning.

A much more useful plan is to enjoy the enhanced creativity and tell yourself instead that you’re going to be invigorated and energized by this period of heightened awareness and creativity. Then be amazed at the result!

Heightened sensitivities to your surroundings.
Bright light, crowds, noise, foods, TV, other human voices and various other stimulation are barely tolerable. You also overwhelm very easily and become easily overstimulated. Know that this will eventually pass and you will be able to ‘tune out’ and be in control of what you wish to experience.

Humming and/or ringing in the ears.
This is not Tinnitus, though it feels like it might be. (3)

The other thing that will be happening very soon as a result of all the things that you are moving through, is that your ears will take another step into change. Some of you will hear ringing that will go on and on and on and on. Take it as a vibrational imprint for it simply means that you are vibrating in harmonics with a new alternate reality which is very close to yours.

From Archangel Michael:

“Oh, do not think that you cannot hear the sound of your collective or of your planet! You are always hearing the sound of the universe, that high-pitched ringing in your ears.”

So what does all this mean? Simply that we all evolving, and doing so at unprecedented rates. These changes are interpreted by our physical senses and can have the appearance of coming out of nowhere for no reason. There will be commonalities and also differences in how these changes are interpreted by our physical senses.

The difficulty arises because we are so tuned, so programmed, that whenever anything out of the ordinary occurs in our body, we worry about it. When we notice something out of the ordinary we have a learned drive to know what it is, why it is, and how to be rid of it so that we can get on to being normal again. What we’re beginning to realize is that even what constitutes normal is changing. Indeed there may never be a normal again.

But perhaps the most important thing to remember from all of this information is to stay out of fear. Seek advice and reassurance from your Higher Self. You are always supported and unconditionally loved.

From the Book, “The Diamond Codes : Light Information For The New Reality”

Footnotes

(1) Steve: What is coming cannot be imagined because nothing we’ve experienced so far, except in rare moments of transformational bliss, approaches it.

(2) I’ve felt this as my standards needing to be raised repeatedly. Certain lines of behavior that I justified before are no longer justifiable.

(3) Paramahansa Yogananda says it is the sound of Aum, the cosmic motor, the primal, universal, creative vibration that calls worlds into being; synonymous with the gunas; a subset of the Divine Mother.

Now Celia quotes from her channeling of Archangel Michael saying the same thing.

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Day to Day 12

I decided to go to Mullumbimby to the Crystal Festival at the Civic Centre. I left home and did a few things on the way and tried out the new phone GPS to get me there, The new motorway had me confused about how to get me there. I got off onto Tweed Valley Road, the old route and GPS sent me to the  Dog Pound, Not a good start as it took me to a dead end and a closed road.

Back on track and I couldn’t turn it off and it seemed to want me to go North instead of South. I eventually turned it off, found a map of NSW in the car and found my way to Brunswick Heads and nearby Mullumbimby. Then I asked someone for the venue and got there after having lunch at Tumbabgum by the riverTweed, a beautiful peaceful spot in the shadow of Mt Warning.

i went to the Crystal Festival and no-one had Monoatomic Andara Crystals, but I did find some Selenite to make Selenite swords with and brought them from the Festival organisers for the right price. I suggested to a few traders that they buy some.Monoatomic Andara Crystals as they are going to need them.

I asked my guides: was there anything else? and I got yes, go where you put in the light point. I found Wilson’ s Valley Way and the area we put in the light point near the valley entrance and drove straight past it up into the hills. At one point I looked at the map and it looked like you could go intoNuminbah Valley if you took the right fork near the end. I took the fork that had the flood sign. As I got further along it got narrower, into gravel and lots of river crossings with a few inches of water which I crossed and kept going. Eventually I came to a beautiful spot where I stopped and some toning and raised the energy with light Language. I had only the crystals I’d brought in Mullumbimby with me Someone had left a stacked pile of rocks I noticed. Further on I saw a gateway of standing stone rocks and thought I must be near Australia’s Stonehenge. I came to an old gate with a sign that said Private Property, do not enter and I went further until I came to a crossing that had been washed away and thought: I need 4WD here. I asked my guides if I was to proceed and got no! So I turned round feeling, this is the block in the leyline. I asked what’s the next point and got a picture of Egg Rock in Numinbah Valley.

As it was getting late I headed back, stopped in Brunswick Heads for some dinner at the Bakery and took a photo and tried the GPS again. It did send me in the wrong direction for 8 kilometres on the Motorway, but once I got off and back on going in the right direction, it took me home. I realised later that was probably the exit point to the sea of the beautul pristine waters of that valley. I spent a week here in Brunswick Heads preparing the MV Tunny, a Tasmanian longliner,   for sea on a thrip to the Barrier Reef in the 1970s, with my exhusband before My daughter was born.  On that trip we saw a school of spinner dolphins that stretched,  as far as the eye could see and was where she was conceived.

I got home at 7.30 pm and my back was sore and I went straight to bed with the heat pad on my back. I didn’t even finish the cup of tea, before I fell asleep. An unexpectedly exhausting day and before the 14 days of integration, I was supposed to allow. I guess there was a healing happening too. it was Nearly full moon so an ideal time, all arranged by my HIgher Self without being conscious to 3 D me.

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I will be sitting at home all day today! Welcome to Earth Healing 101!

 

 

Releasing Fear about Ascension 2

Releasing Fear about Ascension and the Event, Part Two

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(Concluded from Part One.)

Our discussion then turned to her feeling of anger about the state of our world and all the suffering and manipulation that Humans have been subject to. Then she spoke of the fear that we’re trading one elite group for another, with this newer group being the ‘spiritual elite.’

Many are wondering as well: What about the folks who have to fight for their daily lives and have no access to higher knowledge, with barely the juice for a positive thought? The article that was referenced also stated that many will die in the Event.

For clarity, the following examples can be male or female, cat, dog or horse and any combination of the same.

My own vision about people who are unaware of or unable to participate consciously in the Ascension Process is clear. Say, for example, there’s a man who’s lost his home and is living on the street. Maybe he has a dog, and no matter what else each day brings, he makes sure his loyal friend has food and water. That’s Love, and Love is always seen and rewarded in kind.

Hardship fosters compassion. Having to contemplate one’s own survival on a daily basis can be a deep spiritual awakening.

Another man has no financial worries, yet he commutes back and forth to a job for many hours each day, five days a week. He comes home late and has just enough time for making dinner and getting things ready for work the next day, with maybe a little T.V. before heading off to bed, because the alarm goes off pretty early. There’s not a lot of fun or freedom in this life, either, but maybe the reason he shows up every day is to keep a family going…also for Love.

My point is that inside each of us is a knowing, deep in our bones, that we’re all connected and that being kind and being in service is what we’re here to do. People who never heard of Ascension but who choose Love as the basis for all (even most) of their decisions will be given the same opportunities as those who have awareness.

The ultimate goal is to bring everyone along, and great efforts are being made on behalf of the Human Collective to do so. Those who don’t come along have made a choice not to, and it’s not actually anyone else’s business when such a choice is made.

Some will choose to go through Ascension by dropping the body. How could we make the call for anyone else that their choice is wrong? A loved one’s choice to drop the body might not be in our personal plans for them. It’s painful to lose those close to us, but how can we know that what they’ve chosen isn’t the most blissful and perfect next step for them?

I get the point about a ‘spiritual elite,’ but there’s no such thing anywhere but in people’s perceptions. We’re all in this together. Nobody gets out alone, and we really have grown up enough to say on our own what’s true for us as a Sovereign Beings. What if we were to share the view that all of us are on the same path, but in a different place on it with differing perceptions?

If we find that reading a channeled message is troubling and starts a fearful thought process, it might be worth it to seek more information from other sources. And always check for how it feels in the body while taking in and processing what information is being offered.

While we do need to know where we’ve been, we surely don’t need to dwell on the horrors of true Earth History for long. That grand manipulation is ending, and our attention is best placed on what we want and what we love in this Now moment. It may be that the only power the cabal has any longer is what we give to it.

I don’t necessarily disagree with anything written in the article that prompted the initial inquiry, but I also don’t know if the Event is a solar flash that kills many. We’ve been getting frequency bumps for quite a while now. It used to be that they’d take place mostly at celestial events and portal dates, but now there’s no let-up to the rising energies.

Doing our personal work and living according to our heart’s choices raises our frequency. I suppose if we choose to hold onto our wounding but have a loving heart, Divine Dispensation comes into play. If we have the Love of others and we have their prayers and good intentions, how lovely and wonderful for us, and how great a frequency bump for both parties!

The prayers of all those working for the Ascension of the Whole help bring up those who haven’t the juice to lift their own selves up.

Truly, the most important thing each of us can do to help the entire Collective raise up is to keep ourselves happy. Seriously, to spend any of our powerful thoughts and feelings on negative outcomes is counterproductive to what we wish to bring to fruition. We need to find a way to be at peace with what is so.

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Never has your Planet been in such Upheaval

Zalishia of the Pleiades: Never has your Planet been in Such Upheaval

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Zalishia, Zentar, and EBSS (Earthbound Star Soul) are a team.

In this passage from a personal reading, Zalishia recognizes that we’re enduring a period of tremendous chaos and mayhem. Never, she says, has a transformation of such magnitude attempted. She urges courage and perseverance.


Zalishia in a personal reading with Earthbound Star Soul through Linda Dillon, Dec. 2018 at https://counciloflove.com/2018/12/zalishia-of-the-pleiades-re-focus-attention-within/


Zalishia: Greetings, I am Zalishia.

EBSS: Greetings, Zalishia.

Z: Welcome, welcome, welcome, bright angel of blue, violet and amethyst, heart of blue and green, servant of Michael, servant of the Mother, servant of humanity and far beyond.

We come this day, of course, always in love and joy and gratitude and thanksgiving, but we also come to fortify thee – not merely to strengthen but to fortify – for you live, and you have chosen to live, in the most tumultuous time upon your planet ever.

Yes, sweet one, this is a very significant comment for – think of it – not during the time of the birth of the planet, of the shifting of this mighty archangel into planetary form; not during the uprise [sic] of Lemuria and the fall of Atlantis, of Egypt, of Luxor, of Greece, of Rome, of Jerusalem, of Germany – never has your planet been in such upheaval and in such turmoil. And yes, it is overt, but it is also the turmoil that is simmering in people’s hearts and in people’s minds, and this level of uncertainty.

Certitude is a sister, a cousin, to trust and hope. And what is going on – and particularly what is going on within the lightworker community – is not merely the sense of upheaval and of turmoil, but the sense of being adrift, and this lack of certitude, this lack of clear direction.

And what is occurring is that the outside influences – what we have called and you have called “distractions” – have taken, quite literally, people’s attention – not only their mental acuity and attention, but more importantly their heart acuity and attention – and it has drawn them into the external drama. And in doing that, what is happening is that sense of certainty, of certitude, is wavering.

So there is immediate and severe need for the re-focusing of attention on the within, on the truth of heart knowing, of heart speaking, of heart listening. Heart speaking is not cruel or judgmental; it is kind and compassionate and caring and loving. There is no room – even as the chaos clears and unfolds – there is no room for judgment, for blame, for fault.

There has need to be a greater confidence that each being – some knowing and some not – are playing their part in this grand unfoldment such as divine drama, divine qualities, divine comedy, divine tragedy. There are heroes and heroines, and there are vixens and villains, and all are playing because that is what it is. None of this is the truth of the essential, authentic self which is love – the DNA – the literal, physical, spiritual, mental, emotional, causal DNA of love.

And what human beings are being brought to is the re-realisation that all that counts, all that is yearned for, all that is valued is love. So they are going – to use an old human analogy – they are going through the wringer washer, but they are passing through this time of crisis to the time of decision, to the time of choice, to the time of resurrection.

You do not ascend to a higher octave, to a higher dimensional frequency, when you are clinging to the old. So it quite literally is being shaken loose, rolled out, so that the collective may proceed – because proceed they will. And yes, if it is with several million people less, that is fine; they simply return home to the light.

But it is proceeding, make no mistake about that! So we come this day, beloved one, to fortify you – and through you to fortify millions – and we thank you. We know the price of perseverance, and we know the price of service, for we have done this for a very long time. So we are with you in every way.

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The Gradual Aspect of Ascension

The Gradual Aspect of Ascension

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Now I’d like to go into a little more detail on why our Ascension has to be gradual.

Let me repeat here (from the last article) what Archangel Michael said to me in 2014:

“What you want is the full wave and you will get it. But the Mother is preparing people for it so that they do not end up completely overwhelmed.” (1)

Completely overwhelmed? Are we in danger of that? The Arcturian Group says yes:

“The integration of new and higher frequencies into the physical must be a process as the human body could not withstand the intense higher frequencies were they to integrate all at once. ” (2)

“Spiritual evolution is a gradual unfolding process, as an unprepared physical body could not survive an intense sudden intake of higher frequency energy – [it] would be incapable of handling it. The profound experiences that some indeed may have are the fruit of an attained state of consciousness – hard iwork done in previous lifetimes.” (3)

And I know the spiritual literature to be full of accounts of people becoming Self-Realized and leaving the body within weeks.  So the phenomenon is documented.

Wes Annac’s sources agree:

“Your ascension, which is simply a harmonizing with the higher dimensions, is occurring slowly over time…  Anything faster would be a shock to your systems.” (4)

Archangel Gabrielle contributed to the discussion.  If we’d “been exposed to the energies that you are in now a mere two years ago,” she said, “many of you would have not been able to sustain it.”

“Your bodies would not have been able to handle the energy, that is how much it has changed but much like you don’t see things grow when they are right under your nose, the growth is gradual and consistent and you don’t see it because you are too close to be able to see the difference. Let us assure you that you have done amazingly well.” (5)

We’d then turn around and resist the energies, the Constant Companions explain:

“Remember, your whole system has been previously geared to maintain status quo at all costs, and as such, it will have more than one reason to rebel in the days and indeed nights ahead as this huge shift continues to unfold.

“For this is, as always, a gradual process, for if not, it would simply render you all unable to cope at all.

“For this is not merely a superficial change. This is something that goes deep down into your very core, and, indeed, the exact same goes for your whole planet.” (6)

The process is also gradual to prepare the population for what to expect, Blossom’s Galactic Federation of Light sources assert:

“One simply cannot ‘spring’ the ‘finale’ on someone … if they have not yet seen the rest of the show … it would seem ‘out of place’.” (7)

It’s also gradual to allow us to distinguish the truth over time, as her sources tell us:

“The unraveling process is a slow one, for it needs to be … in order for Truth to be distinguished. As more and more of ‘Self’ is FELT and acknowledged, then more and more ‘Enlightenment’ can be more and more forthcoming.” (8)

As our awareness expands, as a result of knowing more about our Self, we go through what they call metaphorically an “unravelling process.” I am not my vasanas or core issues. I’m not my thoughts. I’m not my feelings. I am deeper than all those. (9)

How long will our gradual Ascension take? No one knows because ours is a new kind of Ascension, the Angelic Guides explain:

“No one knew how long it would take, how challenging it would be, or if it was even possible. You have certainly proven that it is in fact possible and this is why so much interest is being stirred in the higher realms by watching you each ascend back into fully conscious beings, all the while, remaining in your physical reality.

“Humans find comfort in knowing dates, times, and years; but this is not something we can give you. The exact ‘time’ that you choose to ascend back into the higher realms will be unique to each of you.” (10)

Unique to us? Is Ascension individual? Well, for many lightworkers – essentially those who lead the way – it will be. This is not a shotgun start. Instead, we lightworkers are the leaven in the loaf.

Thus, to prevent disorientation or harm and to avoid stampeding the entire population into thinking that something catastrophic is happening to us, our Ascension process for the most part must be gradual.

Footnotes

(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 29, 2014.

(2) Arcturian Group, Aug. 27, 2017, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/08/27/arcturian-group-message-82717/.

(3) Arcturian Group, Sept. 15, 2013.  Sri Ramana Maharshi would be an example of a sudden and complete awakening or Ascension.

(4) “Council of Angels and Pleiadian Council via Goldenlight ~ The Global Reset of all Systems in Preparation for the Golden Age on Earth,” channeled by Goldenlight, July 25, 2013 at http://thegoldenlightchannel.com.

(5) “Archangel Gabriel: Expanding into a New Age,” channeled by Shelley Young, June 21, 2013, at http://trinityesoterics.com.

(6) “The Constant Companions: The Manuscript of Survival – Part 407,” channeled by Aisha North, March 31, 2014 at http://aishanorth.wordpress.com.

(7) Galactic Federation through Blossom Goodchild, Sept. 27, 2011, at http://stevebeckow.com/2011/10/blossom-goodchild-in-a-nutshell-brace-yourselves/.

(8) “The Federation of Light: September 8, 2016,” channeled by Blossom Goodchild at http://www.blossomgoodchild.com/index.html?page=BG288sept8.html.

(9) Our process is accelerated, I assert, by our becoming aware of our heart; then diving into it with our awareness and seeing where that leads. What lies at the seat of the Soul? Deeper knowledge of the Self followed by more unravelling?

(10) “Angelic Guides: Your Miraculous Transformation Continues,” channeled through Taryn Crimi, July 1, 2013 at http://angelicguides.wordpress.com.

 

 

 

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Upgrades and downloads and Light Codes?

Upgrades and Downloads and Light Codes, Oh My!

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What the heck does it all mean? Energetic downloads, Light code upgrades and DNA re-activations? I have a TON of questions about this entire Ascension process. I’m just not sure who to ask. This is more of a “you’re on your own” journey with occasional guidance thrown in.

We are on a path no one has ever walked before, so there’s bound to be confusion and we’re bound to feel lost now and again. Onwards we trudge.

However, there can be no doubt that the energetic shifts in March 2019 have been doozies physically, as well as mentally, because the physical has been soooooo INTENSE.

Some people have felt throbbing pain in their head, back or neck. Steve wrote he hears ringing in his ears. For me, it’s my knees.

The pain in my knees has been excruciating this month. When I’m in an especially dark hour and believe that the searing pain will NEVER end, and I’m doomed to limp for the rest of my life, and I’m crying with frustration because I can’t bear the soreness anymore, I’m ALWAYS saved by my friends. They might text or Email: “Just allow. Surrender. Let go of everything you ‘think’ you should be doing and let your body be. Allow. The energies are intense. Breathe.”

That helps a lot. I remember to let go of all the stresses I’ve put on myself and manage to breathe. Rest. Allow. The pain remains but if I quit fighting and thrashing around, it won’t feel like constant spasming but more like a steady dull ache. Until I have to stand up and then, oy vey! I move slowly and walk gingerly, like a 900-year-old woman. Just so you know, this isn’t “normal” for me. I’m actually, generally, physically fit. Until this month. And then WHAMO! Upgrades.

In a recent 9D Arcturian Council channeling, Daniel Scranton described it this way:

“We are extremely happy with the way that you have been handling the recent energetic downloads that you have been receiving… You have been given codes that, when you access them, you will begin to know yourselves more as 5th-dimensional beings… There are, of course, certain side effects to receiving downloads like this one. You may be experiencing more tiredness, more thirst, more hunger…” (1.)

That is for sure.

(I made a list of some of the physical symptoms many have experienced in my Ascension and Symptoms Follow-up article.) (2.)

I’m learning that many of us have been “ill” for years with varying sicknesses, like Chronic Fatigue, or worse, but I’m coming to understand that these ‘diseases’ have been Divinely ordained. Sounds odd, I know, but especially the exhaustion illnesses that many have reported experiencing.

(In her personal story, Lisa Renee beautifully describes her physical symptoms during her awakening. Highly recommend) (3.)

If there’s one thing 3D Humans have been great at it “busy-ness.” Doing, doing, doing, running around, no time to think, to eat, to sleep, to pray, it’s Go! Go! Go! 24/7. Spinning like tops. Pummeled at home, at work, at play, by continuous cabal-fed-disinformation from their MSM, and the old cabal-constructs of Education, Science, Politics, Sports, Entertainment, Religion and Military—push, push, push, stress, stress, stress, spin, spin, spin.

I guess the idea was, if you keep Humanity burnt-out and spinning, they won’t be still long enough to go within and connect with their powerful Spirits. They won’t Be Still and Know.

However, those of us who have consciously chosen to Ascend with Gaia, her Kingdoms and Humanity—to help in every way we can, to be conduits of light for all, and lay down new light grids on our blessed planet—have often been literally laid flat by Light-code-upgrades starting, by my estimation, more than 20 years ago.

When I was in my deepest, most debilitating years of Chronic Fatigue, which I had for 16 years, I thought, “Better to be dead than this, which isn’t alive but not dead either.” Or I would cry out, “Why, Lord, why?” Sometimes I thought I heard the Universe whispering to me, “I want you to slow down, missy. I need you to stop spinning like a top and get very still and quiet within.”

I now understand that the reason for all those years of stillness was so I would be able to receive the Light-codes and Energetic upgrades that are happening now for all. When you HAVE to be still, all you can do is pray. (Genius on the part of Source, hafta say.)

Stillness and quiet is what I love best, but I had to be shown that in a very dramatic way.

As to what is happening right now, Lisa Transcendence Brown has outlined it perfectly, imo:

“…These COSMIC RAYS AND CONTINUALLY ACCELERATING SOLAR (SOULar) Activity, the increase in ULTRA HIGH FREQUENCIES do many things, all important in this mass awakening/ascension process for all on “this planet” (and beyond). These ultra-high photonic, sonic, gamma, (and so much more) frequencies GO STRAIGHT to the cellular body/DNA, straight to the program, go straight to the constructs, straight to the SOURCE of where all was “housed” (within the body), to activate, stimulate and create a disruption in the old frequencies that kept each “bound” to that dimension/density/reality…. These Cosmic/SOULar Frequencies are LIGHT ENCODEMENTS that disrupt the old “signals” that held the old illusions in place. They go straight to where EACH’S DNA is “waiting” to be activated to AWAKEN FULLY, yet the human aspect is unaware of all still, because there are so many programs, mentalities, beliefs, illusions, distortions to clear in order for one’s PHYSICAL BODY/LIGHTBODY to awaken enough through CONSCIOUSNESS to clear the heavy-duty density held within….

This is as much a physical process as it is an energetic one. This is an immense emotional process for a while, clearing all the hurt, betrayal, inner-pain, anger, hate and distrust, blame, shame, guilt and so much more…. and the process “takes as long as it needs to take”, which is often years, because not only must the emotions clear/cleanse the body, the thoughts, the physical density, the beliefs, the resistance and the HOLD THAT EACH’S EGO HAS… every bit has to be “reworked” vibrationally, literally…. in every way. All while the physical reality is being aligned too. Every compromise, every acceptance of anything not PURE, every suppression, every avoidance, every linear thing created/held, every attachment, every lack (power, love, inner-connection), must not only BE REVERSED… all new everything must be created to replace the old…. NEW UNDERSTANDINGS, new access, new ways… of doing things, of thinking, of acting, of living…. our entire lives have to be re-built, re-aligned and re-configured to align on a Universal/Soul/Cosmic Level… which is not an easy task, because “outside” isn’t where we go to get our answers (except at first, when we seek/utilize guides to point us inwards to find our own truths/answers, which is the opposite of giving our power away to anyone else)…..” (4.)

Lisa Renee just posted a beautiful “clearing” meditation, which will help us during this intensive downloading month of March:

Beloved Holy Presence of God. May we open all channels of Light, clearing all Light fibers to be fully connected and resonant with the Eternal Living Light code…” (5.)

When I have a moment of peace, and I’ve had many this month, even through the physical intensity, I remember to tell myself: “I am strong. I am powerful. I came here for this. I can do this.”

(FYI, I’m writing these March Ascension blogs so no one will feel alone out there. If any are going through intensive physical/mental/emotional or Spiritual whatever, know that many of us are as well. You are not alone.)

In a beautiful channeling by galaxygirl, Mira of the Pleiadian Council, tells us:

“…And so with great respect,

and to avoid stepping on any fingers and toes

of your creative freedom,

we would say with great love –

to EXPECT LOVE,

to EXPECT LIGHT,

and to EXPECT MORE LIGHT AND LOVE AND BLISS,AND JOY

to be heading your way.

And then however they come to you,

EMBRACE THEM.

That is a lovely lesson of creative power:

State your intention for more good things

and wait with joyful expectation as the universe delivers!

ONLY EXPECT GOOD THINGS.

Be open to the wave in however it will show itself to you.

There are myriads of involvements and possibilities.

The next few days are energetically rich as well.

Best to ground into Gaia and be the light for the others.

Not much longer.” (6.)

“Not much longer.” That is a happy thought. Thank you, Mira.

xo, Kat

 

Ascension and Symptoms Follow -up

Ascension and Symptoms Follow-up

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Yesterday I heard from quite a few people regarding their Ascension Light-Body Upgrade symptoms, so I’ve compiled a list here, in case any of you are feeling ANY of this. Just so you’ll know that it’s, um, normal: (1)

Sleep-pattern interruption: Wired in the middle of the night. Can’t sleep. Exhausted in the day but still can’t sleep at night.

Physical restlessness: Legs or arms that get the “jumpies” or shakes. You literally feel like a Mexican Jumping Bean.

Ear buzzing. (2)

Forgetfulness. Short-term memory shot. Long-term memory perfect.

Dizziness.

Nausea.

Agonizing, deep-seated pain in knees, back, neck, etc.

Weeping on and off. (Even while I’m weeping I KNOW this isn’t me. I’m transmuting for the collective. That’s what I tell myself anyway. Or I’m releasing whatever.)

A weariness you don’t think will EVER end.

Food and diet shifts. Foods you used to love, you can’t stand anymore, food you didn’t like you now crave, etc. Want to eat. Don’t want to eat.

Digestion issues.

Skin break-outs.

Rashes.

Feeling bloated and heavy but you haven’t eaten anything.

Being on a short fuse. Sometimes quick to anger, like in a flash, over nothing.

Mood swings: Despair to Joy and back again in a nanosecond.

There are more, but those are a few I’ve been hearing about.

The flip side is that wonderful experiences are also abounding.

So while the physical body is maneuvering the Intensive Galactic Energies pouring into Gaia, and Humanity is receiving more and more Light downloads and DNA, Chakra and everything upgrades, the Mental, Spiritual and Emotional bodies are opening up to wonders and beauty and deeply loving feelings for Gaia, her Kingdoms, Humanity and the Galaxy.

New ideas starting to seed.

New visions.

New ways of living your life.

Stepping back from other people’s drama.

THANKFULNESS for your life and for all things.

Greater sense of Happiness.

Greater connection to All There Is.

Feeling more in the flow. Seeing synchronicities.

Letting go of relationships that don’t work.

Welcoming new relationships.

Greater Psychic abilities.

Ability to cognize complex ideas easily.

A friend, and very gifted astrologer, Peggy Sanders, texted me the following after reading my blog:

“And, if not all your symptoms cannot be ascribed to Ascension symptoms, consider this Astrological evidence:

Mercury, our thinking planet, is still Retrograde creating fuzzy thinking as well as impacting our communication devices and is in the sign of Pisces, which is water and rules water, fog, and the veil between the worlds dead conjunct the Lord of the Oceans, Neptune! May as well just meditate as try and speak.

Sun is squaring Jupiter causing tension in our vitality and sense of well-being the moon in Scorpio is trining that Mercury Neptune conjunction making things still very water logged.

Girl planet Venus is being a total nut in Aquarius and is in conflict with boy planet Mars which is being fairly nice in Taurus, if a bit stubborn.

Uranus is in 0 degrees Taurus opposing moon in Scorpio making for anxiety.

And finally Pluto conjunct Saturn in Capricorn! Affecting our teeth, bones, skin, knees, aging us!

Oy vey!

Saturn conjunct Pluto, the biggest of the baddest planets, running around together in the sign of Capricorn, the sign of the manifest material world, is THE culprit for much physical discomfort and aging of these bodies. AND they have NO sense of humor, what’s worse!

Capricorn rules our physical structure.” ~ Peggy Sanders

https://www.facebook.com/PeggySandersAstrologer/

I told Peggy I’ve been feeling very in-between lately.

We are in-between two worlds. The old 3D is crumbling, if not gone entirely and only vapors are left, but the New 5D world hasn’t yet manifested. At least not for most of us. We are living in-between.

Our old dense 3D bodies are disintegrating, but our new Crystalline 5D Light Bodies have yet to manifest. In-between.

Magenta Pixie recorded a new video that addresses this point: In-between. She also discusses the Sunshine Equinox Gateway, March 20th/21st2019.

Sunshine Equinox Gateway, March 20th/21st 2019

Many of us have lately realized that we’ve been “clearing clearing clearing” for 20 years, at least. Clearing Family lineage, old relationships, traumas, sorrows, etc. Linda Dillon told me, that because so many of us have been doing deep inner work, those that come after us, and those in the higher dimensions, won’t have to do it.

That is a thrilling thought. If the decades of clearing my within, with therapists, healers, and in workshops across the land, will release others from having to do it, then it was worth it.

As far as Ascension goes, I remember reading a channeling a few years ago from Jesus. In it he said, “You guys are lucky. You get to Ascend in your physical bodies. I had to die to Ascend.”

And that is the point. THIS Ascension, THIS collective Ascension has NEVER been done before. In the “old days” a Saint or Master or highly evolved being, would DIE to ASCEND. WE are ASCENDING with Gaia, her Kingdoms, and Humanity, in our physical bodies, in a collective Ascension.

It’s understandable, therefore, that there might be a few kinks in this brand new experience. We are an experiment. If it works with us, it will work with other civilizations.

When I was feeling particularly grumpy about something, I told Linda, ‘I’ve got suggestions for the Galactics and Angelics in charge of this Ascension, on how to speed-things-up!’ Jeesh.

It sometimes feels like we’ve been Ascending for eternity.

But my friend Tink, reminded me, “To God, there is no time. All this is happening in the flash of an instant!”

Ahhhh to live in timelessness. I guess we soon will be… again… if you see what I mean 🙂

xo, Kat

Footnotes

(1) On Ascension itself, see Steve Beckow, “Quick Review of Ascension and Sahaja Samadhi,” Sahaja is Our Natural State,” 

(2) See also Steve Beckow, “What is That Ringing in My Ears?,”

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